Out of the Circle

I told myself, I should get rid of this circle, since there are some ones inside it. If I leave this circle, the circle will be more colorful and filled with joy and happiness. I spent years to escape, forced myself not to find them. However, I failed. I failed to escape, and failed to get in the circle again. I am supposed to be in another circle these few years. A small group of people, I can bullshit around and say anything I can say. I enjoy this circle. Today, something happened, I could not concentrate on my work shortly. I needed few minutes to recover. And eventually, I told myself once more, “You are out of the circle.”